What Now?

I don't know if I'm being too optimistic or just plain dumb. I'm hoping that Lex likes me, too. But if he really does, why the heck am I the one exerting more effort? Why am I the one doing the texting? I know I like him and he considers me a friend but I don't know if this is going up the next step or we'll really end up as friends...or more so, as "big brother and makulit kid sister" to each other...tsk...tsk...me and my palpak move!!! Aargh!!! What am I to do? I hope I can resolve this before February ends. Well, I'm giving him until the end of February to ask me out and "make things clear". If by that time, he still doesn't make a move, then, we will remain as "siblings" for life. Ouch!!! Sigh. Lex, please make it easier for me. Don't make me fall deeper for you if you do not intend to catch me. This is so unfair. So please...