New Year at the ICU

Sigh. I texted Lex to tell him that he's so bad, he didn't fulfill his promise that he's going to treat me out. He replied that he'll make it up to me another time. But when will that be? Am I just making a fool of myself by thinking that he likes me, too? If that is the case then, I'm really a potential ICU patient. This is going to be another heartbreak if he doesn't reciprocate. My heart hasn't totally recovered from that first "stroke" and now this. Tsk...tsk...and I thought the Year of the Fire Dragon will be a lot happier in the "personal department" but I guess I really would have to wait. Sigh. Why am I subjecting myself to such torture? I wish I knew.