Breathless

Blame it on Raf. Why does he have to be so darn nice to me? I know it had only been 7 and a half days since we met but yesterday, I was palpitating---the kind reserved only for Hub! So is this what it is? I've heard he has a girlfriend who's in the US and I feel that another officemate who's close to him is also eyeing him. So what am I to do? I guess I just have to let things be. Probably he's just like that, so nice to everyone especially to newbies. Sigh. I have to check on myself before I fall into this "trap" again...seven years is no joke and I definitely cannot allow myself to be broken again...