Work and some things...=)

I've been working for three weeks already and so far, I find it okay. The people are nice (except the BIG BOSS who lives up to being the BOSS said my officemates), the place is very accessible and the pay is okay. I hope I can find "my place" in that company. It feels good to be actually working again. It made me feel useful again and "alive" after being in hibernation for a long time.
I've been sensing that someone from our office likes me. I can sense that he's a little interested... engaging me in small talks, fishing for info...stuff like that. But I don't think it will lead to a relationship. I just don't feel the "spark", the "magic" that I've been feeling for that guy who made me cry my eyes out. Blame it on my perception of that "darn, ideal guy"; he just doesn't fit the bill. Here I go again, shutting someone out even before he comes close enough to knock on my door. I hope I wouldn't regret this. Actually, this is too early to make conclusions; we've known each other for only 3 weeks and he even thinks that I am attached. I don't think he will make any move any minute now. Probably, I'm just too advanced and too sensitive because of what I've been through with Hub. I am still hurting from that experience. Let's see where this will lead. I think I have to widen my view a bit more so I can see everyone, not just "that one who never was, never is and never will be". It's high time that I see beyond what my eyes can see. I may never know but the bus may have passed but I just didn't see it because I was waiting for the wrong ride.