Thank God I Met Vain Hub

Hmm...instead of wallowing in depression, why don't I just "recap" my turbulent but wonderful moments with him. Hah, I'll call him Hub from now on, Vain Hub, hehe! =) I know I promised myself that I'm not going to talk about him on my journal but this doesn't count because this is a weblog not my old, reliable journal! Haha! When the truth sunk in, I thought I'm going to hate Tom Cruise for the rest of my life. Poor Tom who's only mistake is to be the lead actor in 'War of the Worlds'... Well, my ego was so darn bruised when I realized that Hub is actually asking another girl out to watch Tom Cruise's latest movie! (Okay, it just wasn't my ego but my whole being was crushed.) To think that I'm so thrilled when I read his message; I even told my sister that he's asking me out. Darn...that was embarassing. But all's well that ends well. I can never hate him. I was the one who gave in. I texted him. I just have to let him know that he's so good he made it. Now I know that I really loved the guy...actually, I still do but the big difference is I am not bound by that love anymore. I have let him go, remember? Let's just say that he will always have a special space in my left ventricle...hehe... I am now moving on and hopefully, I'll find "that guy" along the way. If Hub happens to be walking along until that time, probably he really is the one. If by that time he still doesn't feel the same about me then, it only means I am destined to be alone in life. But if by some "magical twist", Hub realizes that the one he's looking for is right beside him all along then, I'll live happily ever after. Until then...I'll continue walking and dreaming...until then...