Confused

I thought a PRC ID would take me to where I want to be. But where am I? I still don't know what I'm supposed to do. Well, actually, I do know what I wanted but I do not have the means to do it. Where am I going to get the money to start my own firm? Hehehe...=) I don't mean the BIG TIME-type of firm, I only wanted to be on my own. I also wanted to work for design firms but I can't seem to find the "right one" at the heart of Ortigas. I just don't find it practical to work in Makati where almost all design firms are located. So what am I to do?