EWAN...

I don't know why I have this other blog. As of this moment, I have two blogs and two journals. Can you imagine how chaotic my "written world" is? Well, I just love writing and I feel that I am being my real self---as in no inhibitions, no apprehensions whenever I write. But I still don't name names here...I do not want to jeopardize the people involved so I keep their names to myself. Anyway... I can proudly say that I have moved on, that I have let him go after seven years. Whew! It took me that long to finally realize that there can never be an "us". That it's futile if I'll continue feeling this way about him if I won't tell him straight to his face how I feel. Well, that's history and I'm moving on. I just wish that he's man enough to tell me that it was a mistake...a BIG, STUPID mistake when he asked me out to watch "War of the Worlds". I would have appreciated it if he apologized and told me that his phonebook went nuts and got our numbers mixed up (ours pertaining to The Girl and I )...but he didn't say a word. Hmm...I guess that's it...that is really it.