I Think He's the One! (Haha!!!)

Omg! He likes that name...that name! I think I already love him. Hahaha!!! Why not? He perfectly fits my "standards". Although he's younger than me, his mind is "older". Plus he's sensitive and he feels how I feel and he's just so endearing and he looks like a "snob" and he's chinito... omg! The more things I discover about him, the more I "feel for him". I think Drew is "the one". I hope we'll meet again soon...sooner I hope. I really wish we'll see each other again. =) To catch up on things...catch up on things? Haha!!! =)

Boredom

I'm just plain BORED!!! I don't know what to do with my life!!! I don't know what will happen to my career or if I'll ever have an "official" one. I never thought this would happen to me. I thought I have my whole life planned especially my career but it doesn't seem like it. Tsk, tsk. Grrr!!!

Confused

I thought a PRC ID would take me to where I want to be. But where am I? I still don't know what I'm supposed to do. Well, actually, I do know what I wanted but I do not have the means to do it. Where am I going to get the money to start my own firm? Hehehe...=) I don't mean the BIG TIME-type of firm, I only wanted to be on my own. I also wanted to work for design firms but I can't seem to find the "right one" at the heart of Ortigas. I just don't find it practical to work in Makati where almost all design firms are located. So what am I to do?

Shuai?!

Just saw him er...his picture the other day. He gained some weight; he's no longer the reed-thin guy I used to see everyday. He looks better now, with a new hairstyle, which made him look like one of those guys from "you know where".=) To make the long story short---I'm back at square one minus ' the hopelessness, the hurt, the regret...etc, etc". I'm just happy to "see" him.

Numb

I've been feeling numb (quite "oxymoronic", isn't it?) for a little less than a month now. It all started when I realized that I've been reading the wrong signals. He never really liked me the way I thought he did. It was so stupid of me to think that he likes me...as in really likes me. Why didn't I sense that he just treats me like a kid sister? Of course he will, I told him to. Stupid me! Why can't I be frank for once? I had the chance but I blew it. Big time. Why didn't I tell him that I like him? Why didn't I tell him that I was serious when I told him I missed him?