Am I Really Falling?

Am I? Okay...I appreciate his simple gestures---opening doors, waiting for me to get inside the elevator first, his kakulitan, his love for music and for his profession and most especially, for his mom & dad. Uh-oh...is this really it? I even texted him and told him I am just going to make him kulit... that word! When that word comes out of my mouth...there's already something brewing. I don't know if this is it. I think it is just too fast. I've known him for only 4 months and I don't know if that is enough. He does not fit into that "darn standard" - the chinito-fair skinned-patpatin-single syllable-surnamed-type. He is actually the opposite --- the moreno-medium built-type. But he's just so darn nice!!! I can't help but be "awed". What am I to do? I don't even know if he likes me. Sigh. I hope I'll be able to resolve this dilemma soon...